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was more: a stage fright, which in Dirk’s case was
not so much the fear of forgetting the lines but rather
a terror of failing to convince; of incurring derision.
Add to that his hatred of the hysteria, the rapacity and
the scrums which accompany celebrity. And finally, the
fact that Dirk, already a shy man, was leading a private
life that directly contradicted the persona presented
to the world by the publicity machine at the studios;
each departure from the stage door became a tension-filled
ordeal, when a rogue shouted comment could break the spell
and sully the mystique... No wonder he decided to pack
it in, and not to stray from the security and the concentrated
but brisk demands of the film studio.
He did so in 1955, after a tour and brief
West End run of Ugo Betti’s frothy confection, Summertime,
directed by the young Peter Hall. Dirk contracted hepatitis,
possibly from a B12 vitamin injection. Three years later,
and by now the biggest box-office star in Britain, he
agreed, as a favour to the struggling Oxford Playhouse
and its director Frank Hauser, to star opposite Hermione
Baddeley in another Anouilh, Jezebel. The initial
fortnight in Oxford went well enough, but after an extra
week, in Brighton, Dirk was diagnosed with pleurisy and
double pneumonia. He nearly died. |